team. thank you.

just wanted to post these pics...

from Bro. Ceci's and greenarchers.ph's multiply site.

i was kinda teary-eyed when i saw some of these pictures of the team...

everyone just wanted to hug Jvee...

*hugsss*

team hug!!!

hug it out...hahaha

Jvee!!!
thank you Jvee! *clap 5x*

thank you Jvee! *clap 5x*

thank you Jvee! *clap 5x*

You'll always be one of those Green Archers that I will look up to!!!

Though we lost...it was still a good season for the Green Archers!

THANK YOU for all your the hardwork...effort...excitement...fun...and all the HEART!

THANK YOU, LORD for everything! =)

THANK YOU!

ANIMO LA SALLE!!!

screwed

*read only if you are a LaSallian and if you really know me…hahaha*

Oh well… how the heck will I start this freakin’ blog?
DLSU - 51
ADMU - 62
I guess…congrats to ADMU? You’re a strong team. Magaling naman talaga kayo eh! =)
Enjoy your celebrationsss...
(oh my…scary…I’m sure there’ll be all over on TV / print….
ugh, reminds me of some of their players singing on some shows…ehhh!!!
Oh, enjoy your bonfire under the rain too…hehehe jk!)
Enjoy! =)

Nuff of that…onto my rants…
And yeah yeah yeah…you’re a good team
(ohhh… add to that, the 3 refs + cheato)

so...it's 5 vs. 9???
Mahirap talaga manalo kapag ganun…hehehe

Oh well…bitter? Hmmm…sorry, if that’s how people see it.
It’s fine. I'm just ranting actually. Hahaha

Well…I am kinda fine with loosing (coz I’ve been there…and it hurts)
but not to loose THAT WAY!
NO WAY!
It’s ok to loose against a good team like ADMU.
But it’s not ok to loose against people who kept on screwing the game of basketball.
It’s a beautiful game. Why ruin it?
Every time that I go to games…I pray that no injuries or unsportsmanship that would happen…and also, I really pray hard on fair calls / fair officiating!!!

And then it happened.
Of all days…the refs and that cheato screws up the finals game. Screw you!!!

There were 3 things that upset me about the calls on the game.
The first was the technical foul on Rico.
Yes, I was far from the place that it happened. But I didn’t see anything that should have been called a T!
super angas ba?
Or someone just got hurt? to make that a T?
screw you refs!
And what else?
Yeah…now, I learned from people that Rico was just motioning a play to his teammates? And not a dirty finger thing. If Rico wanted to do that, he should have done that right in front of the refs and those blues. Duh?!

After that call…I was super disappointed. And had to sit down…head down…
I can’t believe it was all happening. It’s a nightmare that was becoming a reality.

Rico is a big factor on the court and he gets thrown out.

Then the second one was with the foul of Malabes on Tiu.
Fine, if there was a foul…call it! But didn’t you see what Tiu did after that? Didn’t you see his elbow flying? Dagger! screw you refs!

Then the third and last one was the foul that was called on Jvee. Wehhh? Grabe ung foul na yun? To call that a foul? For the nth time, screw you refs!

Haaay…And that ended his game.

Ohhh…after all those calls, I sat down…I was really sad. Gusto ko na nga umiyak sa inis sa mga tawag ng refs…at mag-walk out at that moment eh. Haaay.
But for the love of the game and for the team…I stayed and cheered on.

Luto ba yung game? Nasa refs at cheato na yun on what they did with the game.
Oh…the blue side says that the game was not “luto”…
but I just remembered…
hmm…but didn’t the blue side was saying that “luto” daw ung game at the early part of the game? Hahaha
kalokohan talaga!

Nuff of those rants…
Anyway…good things?
We saw Mon...Dominic...and Dino (nakita mo ba siya, Janet? hehehe).
and Belay's proud with his lil bro...hahaha jk! oh..she saw...Paolo V.? hahaha
happy happy?

nuff of that...good things onto the game?
3 Zobel and 4 DLSU players won awards.
Congrats to dela Paz, Capacio, Elorde, Revilla, Webb, Rico and Jvee!!!
Congrats! =)

what else? happy happy...
was able to be part of history again and have tix...haha
nah, just to witness the game live...ok na rin yun...
I cheered so hard…up or down ung team! Hahaha
Janet and I were cheering for Mangahas coz he gotta score…and he did! Yay! Hehe
Then…I’m happy that PJ stepped up his game…we need more of that next season ah? Hehe

And the best?

Aww… I loved it! When the crowd was cheering and thanking Jvee.
Thank you, Jvee *clap 5x*
Thank you, Jvee *clap 5x*
Thank you, Jvee *clap 5x*
Though we lost, I’m still so happy for Jvee! He did everything that he could do for the team. Galing mo, Captain! Hahaha
I have high respect for you!
And it’s so nice to see that he acknowledges the appreciation of the crowd for him.
Bait bait talaga ni Jvee. Aww…hehehe
I’ve known him since he was rookie. And it’s so nice to see that he hasn’t changed.
Magaling na, mabait pa.
(Eh ung iba? Magaling nga, bulok naman ang ugali. Wala din di ba? err…)

Anyway…for everything, THANK YOU Jvee!!! *hugs* hahaha
He’ll be one of those Green Archers that I’ll always look up to…
(next to Jason [ohhh…happy birthday pala. haha] and to Ren-Ren…hehehe)
Thank you to all the Green Archers for all they did this season!
... for all the effort and...heart. =)

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ok...nuff of this...
let's move on...=)

zobel survey?

Oh… I just checked the blog of Lea and saw this survey…just wanna try it out. Hahaha
And since I’ve been hanging out with Belay and Nina these days (reminiscing and talking about issues before? hahaha) and just looked back at my HS year book weeks ago…I kinda remembered some stuff that happened in HS. Hehehe

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Anong batch mo?
Zobel batch 2002! =)
2K2?… hehe

Sinong principal inabutan mo?
I forgot…si Mr. Sagum ata nung HS…

Nagbibigay ka ba sa mission collection lagi?
Yup. I think, most of the time…hehe

Napatawag ka na ba ng principal?
Yup. New student pa ako nun ah?!
Masama bang tulungan ang isang tao para bukasan ung door ng classroom?!…eh!!! Haaay!!!

Sa aling school program ka pinakanatuwa?
Same as Lea’s answer…cheering competitions (and other foundation week activities) and Filipino class productions in HS (all those plays and telecines)…
Umm…kasama ba ung mga retreats and outreach/immersions din? I like those activities coz maraming nangyayari dun.hahaha I mean…I learned a lot from all the experience that helped me understand some things today. Naks! hahaha
And umm…how about sports? School program din yun di ba? Haha
Hmmm…I’d say…I loved being part of the GBT…aside from playing the sport that i love, there are some perks too? Uniform…allowances(?) and of course, PEHMA time!!! hahaha

Ano nilaruan mo sa intrams?
Hmm…let’s see…I think I played the buzzer beater thing (dagger! Ginawa ko nga pala ito! hahaha), volleyball, table tennis and kickball. But there was a year that I wasn’t able to play for the class coz our coach doesn’t wants us to…pero tumatakas naman kami kung minsan…hehe tapos lagot pagdating ng practice! hahaha

Nakakain ka ba kina Mr. Teo?
Of course! Everyone does eat there! Miss the kuchay pies and dumplings…but the black gulaman thing? Ahhh…wag na…heard stories about it kasi…hahaha

Naging prayer/Lupang Hinirang/Panatang Makabayan ka ba sa monthly assembly sa auditorium?
Nope…and that’s fine.

May memories ka ba sa gate 3?
Of course! That’s where we go straight after exams or if classes were suspended…kasi dun naka-park ung car ni Jade eh…hahaha the ride of kada? Hehe
But I have more memories at gate 5…gate 5 ba yun? Basta dun sa “parking”…hehe near the gubat? ahahaha

Eh sa library?
Yup. Just like what Lea said, that’s where we take our naps. Hahaha
but also, that’s where we, student-athletes, stay when it’s PEHMA time to “study”…hehe and to talk talk talk…until the librarian gets pissed at us because we’re so noisy. but she’ll still sign our cards. hahaha

Anong year ka nasama sa top ten?
Top ten? Asa pa eh…haha
Nah, I’m good with passing all my subjects. Ok na yun…hehe

Ano part mo sa production niyo sa Florante at Laura?
Hmm…I don’t think that there was a production for Florante at Laura. But I think there was a play for Filipino but not with the story of Florante at Laura. I think that was the year that we had to do the “sino ang baliw?” thing …tama ba? hehe

Nung Noli fest?
This was more on the themes of the noli book thing. We did "Sinag" ba? Ohh…I forgot what we did. Hehe well, I didn’t enjoy third year that much coz of some things…and all stressed out with all the subjects that we had…good thing there was bball! haha

El Fili fest?
Ohhh…this one fun! We made a telecine. Go d’rugz! Haha all the mems in making that telecine, Bakas. Hahaha I remember those after school shoots…different houses…places…at ito pa…laughtrip. I saw a scene on the video cam where Patrick was drowning…and I asked them “bakit si Patrick nalulunod? Di ba dapat si Jay? Yun ung nasa script?” and they told me that one on the video was real. Patrick was really drowning and no one believed him. Nakainon siya ng WAHTER! (Tama ba papa p? hahaha jk…good times!=))
Oh…and I think my part was more only as a participant on a church scenes in the telecine…but the rest, I just helped with music…and the sound effects…

Pinaka-mabait na teacher?
Since…I stayed only for 5 years in Zobel konti lang na teachers na nakilala ko…hehe…
hmm…i’d say…Ms. Carreon, super bait at magaling pa magturo…
Sir De Guzman…mabait na, ok pa magturo! I enjoyed drafting and doing those things to make a house and also developing pics (like Lea said…hehe)
and also Mr. Miranda…hehe di marunong magalit kasi…
and umm…though hindi teacher, mabait din si Ms. Juliano! Super helpful pa.

Pinaka-masamang teacher?
Masama? Grabe naman yun…wala naman masama, intimidating lang. hehe
Ummm…sabi nga ng iba…si Ursula…pero ok lang naman…I just don’t like how she teaches. Then the other one naman…hello?! Walang sense of humor?! Kakaiba talaga! Basta…siya na yun. hehe
And just like Lea said, sina Sir Laygo and Sir Llaguno…and ohhh add to that, si Ms. Iya…hmmm…they’re just really really really intimidating but they were good teachers naman.

Na-clinic ka ba?
Nope. I don’t think so…“healthy buff” ako eh! Hahaha jk...=)
but I don’t get sick that much kasi…

Ano ang pangalan ng school nurse?
I dunno… si conan ba yun? Ay hindi…si conan the librarian ata yun…
Well, I forgot the name…but I know…medyo masungit ung nurse…ahehehe

Nagka-bagsak na grade ka ba?
Nope. Thank God! =)

Anong paborito mong bilhin sa canteen?
Though most of the time…sandwich lang baon ko…haha
sa canteen? I like the Snacca Chicca! Hahaha love that one! Chicca lolly / chicca pops? Tama ba? Haha tapos with different sauces pa with that. hehehe
I like also the Jap food even if super raming margarine / butter nilalagay dun! Haha
And of course…the kuchay pies and dumplings of Mr. Teo. hahaha

Anong ginagawa mo tuwing fair or foundation week?
Hmm…minsan lang ako pumasok sa school kapag foundation week eh…Hahaha paghindi kailangan at wala naman gagawin, hindi na ako pumapasok…mapapagastos pa ako sa mga booths na yan!
But if we have a booth, yay! Nanghuhuli ng people and kids using a belt or the strap of a big bag. Hahaha then just watching some friends being chesters when it’s late in the afternoon when the kids don’t have money anymore…hahaha other than that…tambay lang sa booths or sa gym.

Tumatambay ka ba sa parking lot ng gate 5?
Of course…sa “parking”! That’s where my bus stays kasi…hehe
and my friends (kasama ko most of the time, si rubs...pia...3plets? umm...si belay nung grade 7 lang ata ko kasama) and I just stay there…chat…or buy some junk foods and drinks on one of those vans there. Hehe or, we go to gubat to buy some bananaque ata yun…or ice candy? ahahaha

Favorite tambayan?
Tambayan? I dunno…wala naman favorite but I stay in different places…
Hmm…sa canteen? To eat, eat and eat? When everyone’s already in class…hehe
Sa classroom? Only when we were in our senior year….yihee…naka-aircon. Haha
Sa library? Para magpalamig din? During PEHMA…Hehehe
Sa gym? Wala lang…or Ah…alam ko na… sa athletes lounge…para kulitin si jopay or use his computer for internet or just bum around there…hehe
Pahabol pa…big mcdo? Kasama ba yun? Tambayan din ng mga zobel peeps yun especially on weekends…kapag may game. Hehehe

Anong parusa sa inyo pag late kayo?
Tama si Lea! Masamang tingin from the adviser.
Pero nung 4th year, wala! Happy happy. Walang pakialam ung adviser naming eh…at mabait pa! yay! but also, I seldom go to school late kasi… naks!

Ano ang ibig sabihin ng SRCC?
Student Representative Coordinating Council. -- copied from Lea haha!
But I know the meaning of it also…haha

Sino president nyo nung 4th year kayo?
Si Chesca.

Nag-cutting classes ka na ba?
Cut ng class? Nope. I never cut class.. good girl ako. Hahaha
But if I had to skip class that’s because of a game or something. (and I mean…not to watch a game sa UAAP ah…but to play for the school siguro…for the team.)

Nagyoyosi ka ba dun sa parking sa gate 5?
Nope. Errr…I rather drink than smoke.

Kumusta naman yung locker mo sa classroom?
Locker? Hmm…there were years that I don’t use it coz it’s far from my seat…so I just use the one below my seat as my locker? Ahahaha I place my notebooks and books there…at ibang mga stuff or “papers” dun.hehe

May napanalunan ka bang award?
When? When I graduated? Wala. Haha
Umm…but I get some certificates sometimes after every quarter kahit papano…hehe
and oh, I got exemplary conduct certificate twice! (woot! woot! Haha …happy happy…coz my sister never got one in her entire stay in zobel. hehe)
umm…also some years…I get certificates for being an athlete. And uh…got some medals when our team wins leaguesss. Yesss…hehehe=)

Anong inumin ang lagi mong binibili?
Tama si Lea…Nutriiii!!!
And there’s another one…I just forgot the name…basta the one you can refill and refill …just befriend the girl sa stand na yun.haha

Sino class officers nyo nung 4th year?
I’m not sure…I’m just guessing…
President: James P. ?
VP : Kim P. or Candy B.?
Secretary : Jino! (I’m sure with this coz he doesn’t really check the attendance…“mukhang nandito naman lahat di ba?...ok, perfect attendance.” hahahaha)
Treasurer : si Juacho?

May codenames ba kayo sa mga teacher, ano yun?
Ursula…yun lang natatandaan ko. Hahaha

Sumali ka ba ng slogan making at poster making para lang ma-excuse sa class?
Nope. I left my artistic side of mine when I was in grade school kasi…hehehe

Nakapag-print ka ba kahit minsan sa comp lab?
Pwede ba maki-print dun? Weh! Hahaha didn’t know that!

Nanalo ba batch nyo sa cheering competition?
Of course! We’re the most talented batch! Hahaha
Umm…nung HS…sophomore year…we beat the higher batch, ung juniors…and almost beat the seniors. Just point something lang ang difference.
That’s all that I can remember.
All I know is that we were talented…and magaling na batch. hahaha

Nag YFC ka ba?
Yup yup!

Anong theme ng graduation niyo?
Theme? Ugh…meron bang ganun? All I know was that our graduation day was a blast!!!
ang rami nangyari...masaya...and lots of pics pics pics…

Final grade sa accounting?
Errr…I don’t like accounting…
hmm…i forgot my grade…but maybe it was something in the line of 8. hehe

Saan kayo dumederetso after ng exams?
Sa car ni Jade! Hahaha then we have fun (or scared?) riding it coz she drives sooo fast! Haha
Hindi humihinto sa mga humps at humihinto lang siya pag malapit na sa stoplight! Hahaha (scary but fun…hehehe) then we go straight to Town, Festi or Jade’s house.

Astig ba ang stay mo sa zobel?
HELL YEAH! -- same sentiment with Lea =)
I like my HS days…puro kalokohan....saya sa bball at sa class…I miss my friends…trippings…and I miss laughing so hard sa mga jokes ng mga tao…hahaha
and of course…
simple lang ang buhay dati. haaay.

Natatandaan mo pa ba Alma Mater nyo?
Of course! Until now…I still sing it with pride…naks! hahaha

One word to describe life in zobel?
FUN!

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Oh well… I miss Zobel.
Life was much simpler back then…
Yeah…I know…
“coz you know….sometimes in life…we need to GROW.”
Hahaha
labo!

let's hug it out!

This will just be short…
Wala lang…I just wanted to thank you, Kor, for messaging me.
Today was just a bad day.
Downer…
I didn’t feel talking to anybody…
But then…there…
Miko messages me at YM…
And we just hit it…hahaha
we felt the same way on some crappy things.
Sarap ba magrant?
Aww…Let’s hug it out!!! Hahaha
labo!
Neway, thanks again, Miko / Kor!
For hearing me out…and all…
*hugs*

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Shout outs also to Janet and Ira for keeping me up today over lunch and late afternoon!
Really appreciate it…hehe =)

when did your heart go missing?

"when did your heart go missing?"

- Rooney

funny...that was the first song that played when i turned on my mp3 on my way home after the game at the MRT...
dang! my heart is missing? ehhh...
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i actually didn't see myself watching the DLSU-ADMU Game 1 of the UAAP finals. i had in mind of just staying at home and watching it on TV since i didn't have any tix admist all the effort (ehhh...hehehe). but then again, a surprise text from Janet...we got tix but its only upper b...but its fine...as long as i can watch the game live...and oh, be part of this History!!! hahaha
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on tix...so here...got some extra tix and texted everyone who wants it and told them its the same price and i wasn't into scalping basta ba...they'll be cheering loud for DLSU! hahaha and oh my... no one is replying... while others did reply but can't make it or rather stay home? (the heck?! others are dying to get tix and now that you are offered for tix...ayaw mo pa? haaay...) anyway, only the next day that a friend of mine wanted it. ok, good!
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so...we got to Araneta Coliseum really early at around 12nn. (oh...that's really early...with 4 hours to waste before game time...) oh...but it wasn't that early coz there were lots of people already there but still, we got good seats...infairness...hehe
hmmm..to waste time...rami kwentos of Janet and I about different things. its was a good way to catch up with each other too.

onto the game... i cheered the team all throughout the game...whether we were up or down. oh i like the half time cheering thing...galing! all La Salle schools were 1 and with the crowd. ummm ofcoursem there were calls that were bad enough...ugh...but more onto the DLSU players...i'm not being bitter but i am not blind to see those unfair calls. there were unfair calls for both schools but it was more with DLSU. (hello? for the nth time...what's new?!) what else? oh yeah..an Atenean who taunted Mangahas (funny thing was that they were called technicals? or just fouls? for both players...oh baket?! that Atenean started it all...gah! and you can see it on the replay on screen...tssss...and of all players? si Mangahas pa...hello?! he's like Jvee whose just quiet and humble. haaay. dang!) oh...what else? yep...great block by that Atenean to Rico! galing. but then do you have to taunt him after you do that? yeah...classic one ah?! eh!!!...hmm...yep, ADMU really deserve to win the game but just remove those attitudes that are unnecessary for the game. ok lang ung magyabang kasi...wag lang ung sobra...=)

oh well...i really felt good coming into the game.
but then result was not good enough.
DLSU - 61
ADMU - 69

and when i got home...i was still pissed...might have been brought by the game and...i was so impatient with little things...then to myself...grrr! grumpiness! hahaha
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then today...i had an interview on sales. the first interview went well...then the next one didn't.
i felt such a boo boo after the interview. all the things that i learned in school, dang! i forgot! pathetic...lousy feeling! =(then after that... i ranted out it all out to Janet and Ira over lunch. (thanks for keeping me up and understanding me...hehe) after that, i had another interview. and i waited for it for more than an hour. then there...the interview. i really blew it!

i just hated feeling bad for myself.
i said some wrong answers...and there...i know i am shy...and they saw it.
and i just kept saying yes yes yes...to whatever that they say.
after all the interviews and assessment...i didn't get in.
and that was fine with me coz i just wanted to try it out on sales.
but it really hit me! sales is not really for me...and sales doesn't like me. hahaha
yeah yeah...laugh it out?

i just don't feel good with this day that happened to me. ofcourse, there is that pressure because they know my sister. but other than that...it hit me...the shyness...yes. i know that i am shy but i can have the job done.
ohhh... i just don't like sales...selling big serious stuff...
i just felt really down. alam mo yun...when you are down already...mas lalo ka binabaon. =(
mixed feelings...inferiority...low esteem...everything just went there...down the drain for me.
it's like..."ok...please, shoot me now!"
nuff of those crap...please!!!
just wanna be invisible...and argh... i dunno =(
parang wala nang natira sa akin...

but all these experiences help me realize so many things...
all the boo boo's that i did should never happen again.
sales is not really for me.
i am not really for sales.
i am more on processing.
(oh...just wanted to thank Janet for hearing me out after the interview. hope you can help me out too...hehehe thanks!)
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so here...
when did my heart go missing?
the song played for me after the game...how appropriate? it hit me again?! hahaha
yeah...i felt that i was convincing myself that i am ok... i am ok with the lost for game 1 but i was not.
yeah...i felt that i was convincing myself that i am ok... i am ok with the job on sales but i was not.

was i only fooling myself?
i guess so...

my heart is not into these things that went through...
i mean...my heart was there but it was just half-hearted.
so i really need to put it whole heartedly on everything i get into...
so...yeah... that's when my heart gone missing...=(
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oh...guide me...lead me...Lord...=)

that's disappointing...=(

so...where do i start?
hmm...i've been so into bball now coz everything that has been happening to the UAAP.
and i haven't gotten any news on footie here online coz i've been banned in a site....and i don't even know why...all i do there is just read the forums and post when i just feel like posting. hahaha but i guess it's with the connection or laptop thing...ugh... nuff of that...
but now, i am able to access that site...and i kinda got to read some news on what's happening with footie. there are some new additions and developments that i am looking forward to. and i hope the team does well in all their upcoming tournaments.
anyway, what's disappointing for me was...
well, just the other day...i was able to chat with * and asked if * will play for the team. and * said that * aint sure coz of committments. (sana naman kung valid ung reason...pero parang hindi naman kasi...haaay. super disappointing...)
another thing that really confirmed that * and * * won't be playing coz of reasons like this and that...ugh! crappy reasons? ahh...basta...='(
i hope the reasons that they have are really worth it...
haaay...such sad reasons... but i still hope for the best for *.
and can i just say this?
...you are all here because it all started with football.
...you are all here because * want to play for our country.
and these are the reasons that you should keep in your minds...and remember that you're all grown up to make decisions for yourselves...weigh your options too. ayt? hahaha
oh well...i just feel bad that these had to happen.
but i still hope things will change...
and things will change for the better! =)
*hoping for the best...*

craziness...ehhh?

waking up early.
no. 521.
waste of time.
manual?
no system.
til 400 only?
GA?
nuff of that.
errr...
that's crazy!
ehhh?!