you'll be fine.

"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. Afraid. Confused. Without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us would rather turn around and go back. But once in awhile people push on to something better-something found just beyond the pain of going it alone and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in. Or to give someone a second chance. Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. Because it's only when you're tested that you discover who you truly are. And it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist, somewhere on the other side of hard work, faith and belief, and beyond heartache and fear of what lies ahead." – Lucas Scott

Alone. Confused. Hopeful. Faith.

These are the words that you can feel when life pretty hits you hard.

You feel that you are all alone even you are the surrounded by the people whom you love and who loves you. Some people will say that it is a lie. You are not alone in this world. But when you are that situation where you are so numb to feel anything that life brings you, you’ll understand the feeling of being alone.

These are the times that you’ll get all confused with your life. You do not know anymore what to do in every aspect of your life. There’s no direction that you can think of for you to follow.

Being at your comfort zones before, life can be simple yet you are happy. But when life pretty much hits you hard, you get confused. You do not know what to do with your life and to the relationships that you have with people around you. Things may not be the same the way it was like before. And that is hard to understand and accept.

 

All you want to do and think of is to get your life back!

Hoping that things will be better...

 

It can be hard and painful for you but you just have to deal with it.

Somewhere along the line, it will get easier. Try think positive too even if its hard.

And beyond the pains…dramas…hardships in life, lies something good ahead of you.

You just have to have faith and hope in everything.

Hold on to Him.

Hold on to yourself.

You’ll get through this part of the journey in your life.

Keep the faith!

 

Relax. Breath. Enjoy. Smile.

 

*nuff drama...you'll be fine.*

 

In dilemma

 

         

        Ahhh… these past few days have been lazy for me. Good thing, I was able to go out and just hang at town today with Nina. (That’s the good side of having a friend who is somewhat a happy bum…haha)

        I was at Powerbooks reading the book of Bo Sanchez on “How to find your One true Love” while waiting for her. Gah! I really have to have that book and read it!

(It’s been a dilemma on that part of life for me? hahaha)

Anyway… so when Nina came already…we talked for a while and went around to look and buy some stuff for ourselves. Haha selfishness! Oh… I have to buy that Fossil watch this weekend!!! And a gift for my sister! hehe

After that, we went to Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf to just hang and talk about stuff… like? Umm…Like when you still want to be a BUM or to be a YUPPIE? Haha it’s more on her, Nina. She’s feeling sick right now and other things like work related stresses her more. Ahhh… dilemma on what to do with your career… start working next week or next year? NEXT YEAR na! Haha I’m such a BI. But I’m just saying what I think and feel. Its better to start next year…its untimely (?) to start work with the year ending already…haha labo! (And its also a plus for me! I have a friend around who is a bum too…haha)

From me, I still think its better to have a job when you are really ready for it, feeling good to do your job, and your prepared to do whatever is given to you. If not, give yourself sometime to think about it… there’s nothing to rush! Right?

A friend in dilemma.

(nice picture noh? Haha peace tayo Nina!)

Oh…friends in those kinds of circumstances really affect me. It’s like I’m also in their situation. Not knowing what to do sometimes … but its ayt! I’m learning! Yay! haha

But still…Awww… those dilemmas to what to do in life and in everything...makes you crazy? haha Hay… good thing for me, I’m still in school (at least for this week and next…haha). I’ll deal with the career thing and all when I graduate from school and get tired of being a bum. Haha I’ll travel around first …anyone wants to go with me? haha

I’ll enjoy whatever that I have right now…enjoy life, right?

…and have a cup of coffee with a friend!

Wahahaha Labo!

So Many Many Many Things. --- So Random! Haha

         There were so many things that happened these past few days and I didn’t have the time to write all about them...hehe

Hmm.. Let’s see... oh! The talk by Bo Sanchez on “How To Find Your One True Love”... what can I say? It was a great one! Short. But a good one! Learned so many things...like follow your deepest desire! and circulate! haha i'll elaborate on it when I am in the mood or when I am able to read the whole book…haha And I went with Nina to the talk (well…supposedly, it was kada thing but they had plans.. but it was ayt! Right nina? haha)

What else? Ah! In connection with my previous blog about where I have been, here's a picture that I saw from archerpride.com...  so, where am I? haha

Yeah...the dunk of Rico Maierhofer! Galing!

And here's a picture of our group for our GENDERS class on the campaign against child pornography…hehe   we were all in red because we needed too...red for the HIV/AIDS thing...the pictures of us and the class were submitted by our professor to MTV ..haha oh, don't forget to visit and support..and join too -- www.dlsuantichildporn.multiply.com ([must] see the pictures of the people there who supports our campaign...haha)

Oh, last Saturday... my sister, Jim (her bf) and I went to Starbucks! Finally completed the card! yay! Haha so, I snag the planner from them! wahahaha  that'll be mine! haha that's their gift for me? nah! pero pwede na basta plus the book that I want! haha

          Umm... also, at last! We were able to go and do some shopping. But first, we went to the house of the officemate of Jim.. Guess who? The brother of Kitchie Nadal! They look the same…kinda like a guy version of hers…haha we just dropped some instruments for their band practice. Then we went to GH! yay! I got the stuff that I needed. I mean, my gifts for my nephews, niece and also to my inaanaks! haha got a gift for my mom and friends too…I only need to buy a gift for my sister then I’m done! haha After lunch, my sister and I went and shopped at Market! Market too! Jim dropped us there because he needed to go to their band practice thing. So there.. Bonding with my sis! Wahahaha After that, we went to Glorietta. We had merienda at Ineng's! haha the best BBQ ever! You gotta try it! hehe then, i finally bought myself a flash drive (1G for 1.2k)! yay! Haha then...we ate at Wendy’s... only fries... but my sister ate salad... oh my…We really ate a lot that day too. I mean…it was more of my sister…haha

     What else? Hmm...that rainy Monday…Waaa so cold…sarap matulog! haha then…When you wake up, there are freshly baked crinkles for you and brownies in the afternoon…Delivered to your house! What can you ask for di ba? haha my good god brother gave that to me! yay! Plus the video that he gave me -- Nike Football - Joga Bonito - Ibrahimovic vs C. Ronaldo .mpg! yay! Great video! astig! Great ball handling skills! hehe and uh, good looking and skilled player (sometimes...haha) --- Cristiano Ronaldo! (I’ll upload the video if I have time...haha) you really have to watch it!

Then..Just yesterday...I just finished and passed all my papers! waaaa konti na lang...I’ll be free from schoolwork! CC day na lang next week to look forward too.hehe Now I have the time to watch new episodes of Grey's Anatomy and Prison Break! yay!!! haha and listen to good new music...finally snagged an album of Mat Kearney! yay!!!

And the day ended having finally seen a good picture of him…the football player that I was talking about before! Haha uh…Bwes, that’s not for you! haha

 

So, am I right? With the title of my blog? Wahahaha

Where the [heck] have you been?!

My morning quote for this day that still cracks me up till now whenever I read it is:

 

"Eh di give * a 'friendly' wave n ask * WHERE DA HELL HAVE U BEEN?!"

 

Wahahahaha my friend gave me that advice! Nice one huh?! Haha

 

 So, where da hell have I been?

(though that question from the quote was definitely not for me)

 

 A lot has been going on these past few days with me… ah… I'm still all gaga over football and some of its players! Wahaha   anyway, I was back to enjoy the game that I love…and that is Basketball.

Well, I wasn't supposed to watch the game live because I wanted to go to a bazaar with my sister. But some plans changed. I had to go to the DLSU vs. JRU game at the Phil. Sports Arena. I went with my former teammate, Leanna, to the game. Though we were lazy to go, we still went there because of our group members and for some tasks to be done. We have less time to do our advocacy on anti-child pornography for our final paper in GENDERS class. And they said that it would be a good venue to do that because the DLSU people are there.

And I saw some people there…uh, yeah...The DLSU crowd of course! haha

Uh, we did some tasks like signing up sheets with the players because Rico M. was part of our group. That was an advantage! Haha (Patricia, Bina and Pereme was there too…my groupmates.) So there…before the game started, Rico got some yellow ribbons that we made for people to wear it as their support for our campaign. When they came out from the dug out, we saw DLSU players had the ribbons pinned on their warm up jerseys and also some assistants in the team! And that was great! Haha our micro-movement is working! Plus!!! The courtside reporter was wearing one too! On TV, she said the reason why the DLSU are wearing that one…I guess…as a support for the advocacy and for Rico na rin!  Haha it's a project thing kasi!!! The ribbon was even focused on the screen! Yay! Haha I just hope people would know what that really means!

And uh, back to the game! I thought it was a so so game but no!…JRU gave DLSU a hard time to win the game…or was it the crappy calls of the referees? Yeah.. I guess it’s because of the calls!

DLSU wins over JRU: 70-63

But what the heck, we still won! So that's enough…and uh, Rico ended the game with a dunk and surprisingly, he was the best player of the game. Wahahaha double-double pa siya! galing!

Then on the way back home…Leanna and I was talking (reminiscing) our good all days in bball! And it was fun! Wahahaha

 

So, that's where I've been today!

I was able to have fun and at the same time help out in our campaign against child pornography! Yay!

 

* Please visit  http://www.lightamillioncandles.com/ and light a candle to support the campaign against child pornography *