feeling alone.

thought there are people around, you still feel
alone.
it's like people are all against you. there is this feeling of emptiness. it seems that everything that you do is wrong even if you are just asking questions, it's better to do nothing and just shut up. because everytime you say something, they take it against you. and you would feel stupid sometimes. you feel
alone.
why?
sometimes you just do not know but sometimes you would think it's because the person that loves you and was always by your side is not there anymore. you lost that person. and now, no one is there to back you up and make you feel better. imposiblle as it may seem, you want that person to just comeback. taking back what was lost. you just want to make things better like before.
but what's worse?
what's sad?
is that it's the people you care and love that let's you feel this.