its been...

our family went yesterday to San Pablo to go to Daddy with some relatives...
i don't know... but something unusual happened.
the eldest brother of my Daddy, my Tito Edy, was there at our Nanay's house...
when i got there...he cheerfully welcomed me with a big smile and a kiss.
and that is something he rarely does. and he did that. he did it like how my Daddy would do it.
and when i think about that...i get teary eyed(?) ...
i dunno... but i think its like Daddy let him do that to me...like sending a message...to feel him and to cheer me up. or maybe...Tito did that coz he knows i miss Daddy and i am close to him?
but whatever it is...it was one good moment. and i am happy about it...=)
oh well...
anyway...we went to the cemetery to visit Daddy...we also prayed together with some relatives who were with us...and it's just nice to see and feel the people who loves Daddy too...
and today, we offered mass for him...
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time flies really fast, eh?
its been to two years since Daddy's gone...
i can't say that i am all ok...but i guess, i am just better now.
i still miss him. i miss everything about him...
i miss his sweetness...his jokes...his laughter...his smile...his hugs and kisses...just everything...
i miss him... i miss and love you, Daddy! =)
and i know i'll see you someday...